When Pain and Suffereing Shall Be No More

Today my mother told me that she and her step dad picked out a dress for my grandmother today. "Why? " "Well incase it happens." "She isn't dead yet" They picked out a black and white dress. "Black?...She needs something pretty. Something pink or purple. Something that looks more like granny. "I was not very happy with this. I told her they should have let me help pick it out. He thinks its appropriate for a funeral. Yeah if your going to one. A few minutes ago I heard her call him up and say that she had been thinking about the dress and wanted something colorful. "Well the dress will be ready if it happens and if nothing happens we just wont tell anyone." I know its comming. She is 92 years old. I have been fine so far. It wont hit me till it actually happens but today I got those burning tears that are just sitting on the edge just waiting for something to make them fall. 92 years...what a long time to live. All the things a person has seen and done in 92 years. Last week the doctor said her mind and body are worn out and all they can do is make her comfortable till she dies. At that age I would be worn out too. I just hope she lived her life happy. My step grandfather said that my granny gave him the best 29 years of his life. That makes me happy!

May happiness and love be in your life everyday!