Gross Things

I went to bed shortly after arriving home from work yesterday. I had no urge to turn the computer on. But yesterday was not to bad. Still have the inflowing compliments about my weight loss. I am so loving it cuz I haven't been trying. So today when I woke up I did 60 crunches and then put some music on to dance. That's the best and most fun way I think. Anyways lets skip back to yesterday.

I came back from my lunch break and the kids were napping. After I sat down I noticed one kid playing with something. I looked and was thinking no way. So I got up and went to her bed. Sure enough her diaper was off. And on top of that it was full of poop. Wonderful. So I got her up and cleaned her up. This one child is very odd. Just the other day I noticed her just doing her own thing by herself..sucking on her toes.

Any ways that's the only interesting thing that happened yesterday.


On a serious note several weeks after my grandmothers fall they say there's nothing they can do for her. Just make her comfortable till she dies. My mother is upset of course. But I am not sure how she is dealing with it. This is why I never like to cry in front o f my mom. I have never seen my mom cry. Although the other day when she told me there's nothing left for them to do... I could tell she had a few tears falling down but I did not look at her.
I was not taught it was ok to cry. But in the future I will teach my kids its ok. I am a very emotional person. I don't want my kids to be afraid to cry in front of me when they get older.