Sad Day

Well today was the day. My bf flew out this morning. It killed me so bad to stand there the the last time with him. I couldnt let go. I feel so empty now. And even though he is gonna come back in a month to see me a few days, I cant stand it. This is so hard. I dont know how I will make it through this. I guess I just gotta grin and bare it. After all I have been through, I truly know now how it feels to be so in love with some one. He is the best thing to ever happen to me. This is gonna be very hard on me. The light at the end of the tunnel seems so distant.