Happiness

Ever have a realization that hits you like a ton of brick? Like something you already knew but all of a sudden it just really hits. Like something is trying to make sure you truly know. I'm smiling right now. I have been waiting so long for this to happen. I already knew I wanted to be with this person but you hear people say * you just know*. I know with out a doubt I am headed in the right direction with the right person. I hope if he is reading this he is smiling. I don't have to worry anymore. I don't have to struggle with all the crap I did in the past. He has shown me the wonderful side of love. The side where you don't have any worries. The side where you just go to sleep loving that person and wake up loving that person all day. I mean I dreamed of having that perfect relationship. No relationship is perfect but this one comes pretty dang close. We compliment each other so well. We are perfect for each other in so many ways. I couldn't go on with out him in my life. I love this man with all my heart and soul.